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Prayer for a Budding Year

In my congregation, tradition dictates that the worship service on New Year's Eve is a solemn affair, focusing on the ending of a year. Not surprising, it is also a rather thinly populated affair. On New Year's Day, we celebrate a full Eucharistic service. At eleven in the morning. Usually, this also is a worship service ignored by many. Not so this year, since it was the congregation's 60th birthday.

But I find myself wishing for a worship service that exudes hope and joy. One that looks forward to a new year as one that could possibly be the one when God's love is allowed to shine in the world, one when there actually could be peace. I long for someone to actually dare to express it. Is this the year we've all been longing for? Is 2009 the year of our Lord?

But I am not the one who dictates the form of worship in this congregation. And while I do have a lot of influence, I cannot change and will not change, it all at once. So for now, I pray. I pray for peace and love, and for a year that is just budding. I throw out all of the doomsday prophecies. I pray for joy, and this is my prayer.

January

God of promises and covenants, help us NOT to make any rash promises this year. No New Year's resolutions, no ”I'll look into it as soon as I can”. You know us, Lord, and you know our people. Help us do our very best, to commit to each other and our mission, and not to promise ourselves to anything else but you and our own healths.

February

God of love and infatuation, as Valentine's Day draws near, be with us all in our struggle for and with and in love. We need your nourishment and support, whether we are love or not, whether we have someone to come home to or not, whether we struggle with not loving, or not.

March

God of all things and creatures growing, let us this Spring rejoice in life returning. Teach us to see your power in the flowers that spring out, the leaves that unfold their delicate greenness, in the milder winds that bring us the scent of life.

April

God of life returning, hear our thanks for your gift of life. Help us this Easter to remember, with all that we are, your overflowing compassion and the sacrifice you made. Accept our tears as we mourn your Son, and accept our laughter as we greet Him again, and with Him the promise of life everlasting.

May

God of mystery and questions, hear our questions when we are left on Ascension hill. We ask you, God, to meet our loneliness and confusion, and to fill us with the same sense of communion that the disciples were given through your Spirit. Make us disciples, Lord, in spirit as well as in profession.

June

God of fire and water, grant us the fire of the Spirit. Lead us into the Summer of life, shining with the joy of you. Help us renew our strength and delight in days of long awaited leisure, or days filled with the challenges and rewards of camp.

And give us the water of life, make it flow from us to all of your people.

July

God of lazy days and busy hours, be with us as the heat of Summer descends into our lives. Help us carry meaning and faith to those who stand alone, to those who are thrown to the ground, to those that cannot carry anything themselves anymore.

August

God of ripeness and fulfillment, give us the strength to start anew, the energy to plan for visions yet unrealized and the sense of presence to fully enjoy all that you give us. Let us taste your goodness, and share it with others.

September

God of fullness and color, lead us in the dance of life, and give us the wisdom to see the beauty of Fall, whether it be the long warm evenings of an Indian summer, or the first frostbitten leaves. Help us relish endings as well as beginnings, learning to trust your promise to be with us always.

October

God of light and dark, as the darkness spreads, help us remember that you are our light, a light that never dies. In the midst of night, be with us, as your Son shared the night with us. Give us peace, Lord, in mind as well as in body. As individuals and nations. Grant us peace.

November

God of homecoming and thankfulness, remind us, as we move into Winter, to thank you always for all the good things in our lives. Help us also to thank you for lessons learned, and to ask you for the strength to fight the injustices that stand in the way of thankfulness.

December

God of young and old, prepare us this Advent to receive you among us. Open our eyes to see your eyes in the face of a begging teenager, to feel your hands as the hands of an old woman dying, to carry you swaddled in blankets to the waiting arms of a mother just delivered. Help us share your joy, not bought. Help us share your love, not forced. Help us to share, because you are God of community and covenant.

Maria Bergius Krämer is a priest in Malmoe, southern Sweden, and went to seminary in nearby Lund. When not celebrating the Eucharist or preaching, she spends her work time with children and families, fully enjoying the frustration of not being able to answer all of their questions, especially when those refer to Pokemon or High School Musical. Outside of doing the church thing, she finds herself often confronted with the same questions by her five-year-old daughter. By her side is her husband, as confounded as she is, and her two cats, who couldn't care less.